If you are in my position, what will you do?
Yesterday was like a....hurricane. I am still sad and disappointed over the result. I wanna cry. My mind is full of bad thoughts right now. I don't accept this. This is truly a nightmare. Until now, I never got this kind of position which was really pulling me out of the circle. In this circumstance, I don't think that I have true friends anymore. But then, since when I have friends? I was just by myself in the first place. This person who was too proud of herself and getting cocky over some kudos from her "people-who-called-themselves-friends". Heh, I was too naive to believe that I had friends. Yeah, I helped you then you did this to me. BACKSTABBER huh? Please. I was too kind to help you all. I was too kind thinking that I'm even with you all. But that is WRONG. You are LOWER than me, FRIENDS. I want to say that directly to you, but it's just I am too kind-I'm thinking that it will hurt you so I don't say anything at all. You, sly people-please realize, you are just SCUM. I say this, but it doesn't mean I am anybetter than all of you. But I remind you, you are just SCUM. From this experience, I learnt that nobody can be trusted except God and I have to be a better person and disappear from your sight as soon as possible. I don't want to see you all. Mark this. I HATE YOU ALL.
